This weekend I went to my niece’s wedding, drank too much, got sick, and didn’t get to do all the things I wanted to with my kids on Father’s Day.
I am totally to blame for this.
There’s this thing I tell myself about taking responsibility for my actions.
I hadn’t drank in a few weeks and I took my eye off my goals to drink. I haven’t done that in a long time.
My goals mean a lot to me and that I took my eye off the prize at the end of this writing journey, pisses me off.
I’m angry at myself for drinking too much. I couldn’t write on Sunday because the effects of the alcohol were still in my system. I don’t write well intoxicated. It comes out forced and horrid.
So I’m holding myself to a goal.
No alcohol for the rest of the summer.
I let myself down by drinking too much and in the process screwed up my writing schedule.
Own your screw ups.
Acknowledge every time you’ve messed up and say you’re sorry to those you’ve hurt.
I drank to excess on Saturday and let myself, my wife, and my kids down.
Have a good week.