There’s something about the way the mind feels when it’s under duress. It can go from outright calm to sudden bursts of fury and sometimes it’s unknown which way it will go.
The fury within the mind is a chaotic and disturbing thing. It can lead oneself into the unknown.
There’s a struggle between embracing the fury of calm and taking it outright for what it is.
It is your mind trying to trick you or make your anxiety levels rise.
Those parts of your mind are the righteousness and are formidable.
They will make you disavow what you believe should be the correct choice and you’ll feel devoid of the proper choice.
This unconscious thought makes us all a gear in society as well as the irreverent cog.
We must conquer the fury and use it for our own creative purposes.
Whether we find those purposes worthy is another question.
The obsolescence and immaturity of our mind may not allow this but we must pursue it.
Aim for the fury and fire and keep going.