
A Long Week Ends and New Writing Begins.



For the last couple weeks I thought I’d try and write something different. It hasn’t turned out well.
My usual stories are fantasy of one form or another. I tried to write a Sci-Fi novel.
It was going good, as my other attempts at writing within the genre had, then the bottom fell out and I got bored.
I’m not sure whether it’s the story, the process I use, or whether I can’t write a Sci-Fi novel.
I’ve written a couple of Sci-Fi short stories in the past, no problem. When they grow longer than 10,000 words, that’s when the problems happen.
For now, I’ll be sticking to Fantasy, and its mini-genres…i.e., Epic, Sword & Sorcery, Urban, Grimdark, and the like.
But Science Fiction gives my brain fits.
I’m still not sure why this is. I can write a horror novel and be completely in love with it, same goes with Fantasy, but science fiction, I have trouble with it.
I believe that comes from the books I felt forced to read growing up.
My father would read Tom Clancy novels, I would read them. The Techno-Thriller had so much tech in it at times it bogged me down and I believe its why I can’t write similar things today.
Whenever I wanted to read something different he would look at the cover, read the blurb and decide for me whether I could read it.
Many times I would be reading a couple of books at a time, one that he chose, one that I found at the library.
It wasn’t until I moved out of his house and in with my mom and dad, that I felt I could read without judgement.
Though there were times I would have comics hidden under my bed or wherever I slept. The fear of someone finding out I liked comics, that I enjoyed fantasy novels was too great a thing for me to break from.
It took me a long time to enjoy reading fantasy and not having the fear of judgement for what I read.
Today, I enjoy fantasy and horror more than other genres. I don’t read Tom Clancy style books, though I do believe they have influenced some of my current writing.
I feel we should read and write what we’re comfortable with, though stretching ourselves can lead to great things.
Anyway, on to the next story, may it be ripe with Fantasy.
There are times when life warrants taking a break.
With the completion of an eight book I’m pulling the trigger this year on publishing.
This decision stalked me for the last couple of years. I knew I needed to do it but I also didn’t understand publishing very well.
I listened to various podcasts through the last couple of months to improve my knowledge. Now it comes to finding a copyeditor.
The financial means are there, but its by a skin of our teeth situation.I want to publish something others will enjoy. I also don’t want to put my family at a financial disadvantage.
When it comes to creating covers, I’m searching for affordable. Like I said, I don’t want to put my family at financial disadvantage to publish.
These are what haunt me at night.


The last couple of weeks I talked about writing 86,000 words, and how I overcame narration issues.
What I haven’t talked about is my journey to get where I am.
I used to talk about depression.
How I fight with it, how I get through it every day, and how my life has changed because of the TM technique.
I want to move away from TM, not because I stopped, I never will, but because writing about TM isn’t my focus.
I write stories because its one of the couple of things I’m decent at, making cocktails, and baking the others.
I feel better after writing than at any time during my day. When I edit, sometimes I feel that way, though it is editing so its not always sunshine and rainbows.
I have goals for this year.
I’ll be working on them one at a time. I have books to publish this year. Last year I didn’t understand a couple of things. It took me longer to figure out how to fix certain areas of my writing. Narration was one I spent a few months adjusting.
Today, as the years moves forward, I know better about how to write and I’ll keep going.
The process it different than it used to be. Writing a lot of words wasn’t something I’d ever done. But things change.
As humans we can either change things or left hoping the world changes for us. Here’s a hint, it never will. We have to change, we have to do the work.
What are you doing to change, either in your life, writing, or other things? Tell me about it.