There is a frustration with writing. I don’t know where it comes from, but it’s there often enough to give me pause.
Not understanding where the story is heading. Not being able to control the story. As a pantser, these two things plague me daily.
Now, don’t tell me, “Use an outline. It helps.”
Not for me it doesn’t. When I write, it’s about jumping off the bridge and finding wings on the way down.
I’ve tried outlines and beat sheets. They hinder my writing. I don’t know why, but they do.
I’ve written eight books, seven of them written by discovery/pantsing. The one book I wrote with a beat sheet feels stilted. I tried to enjoy writing it, but I slogged through it to the ending.
Now that we’re done with that part, I’ll talk about today and this week.
This week I started something new, ending the story from last week. This feels different from the other horror stories I’ve written. It feels closer to me.
Getting personal in a story is something I know I’ve needed to work on. With this one, that’s why I’m doing. It’s closer and because of that, it won’t be the 86k in a month I wrote a couple of months ago. I’m working through this one more slowly. It feels like its needed.
I will start submitting my horror stories around for critiquing as I’ve found that my writing group doesn’t understand it. They don’t read horror, which is causing a problem.
Anyway, I hope you’re having a marvelous day. I will be posting pictures from my bartending event Saturday on Instagram.
It should be a nice wedding at one of my favorite venues.