When I started writing regularly this past year(and by regularly I mean unless I was sick or working, I wrote), I decided that I had to put the effort in if I was going to see any results.
This meant that I had to decide what I was going to write. This meant if I finished a story the day before, I’d start something new.
This schedule has helped my writing improve and has shown me where my weaknesses lie.
The one thing that I fought with over this period was my identity as a writer. Yes I have a collection of short stories that are in the horror genre on Amazon, but I’m also aware that I enjoy writing in various genres.
This became more clear to me yesterday when I started rewrites on the novel I wrote during lock down in April 2020. I wrote around 3200 words a day during that month and during the first few days of May, I completed the 100k first draft.
Fast forward to last month. I gave my wife the draft. She read everything that followed that draft and I came to me with worry on her face.
“I think this needs to be rewritten.”
“Why? What’s wrong?”
“Everything you’ve written since has been better and I think you need to rewrite it. You’re a better writer now.”
I hadn’t thought I’d improved that much since I finished that novel. But according to my wife, I had.
It took me until yesterday to get started on those rewrites for a few reasons. Fear that I’d screw it up and a greater fear of my identity as a writer. I’ve clung onto the belief that I was a horror writer, because I like horror a lot more than most other things. It doesn’t matter the form, I love it.
But I thought about my struggles with long form fiction. One that has persisted through the past year.
I have written over a dozen short stories since the novel I speak of. But as for novels, nothing.
I think the point is to write. It doesn’t matter the genre and it doesn’t matter what anyone thinks about your writing as long as you enjoy it.
So, with that viewpoint, I started the rewrite process, with an eye towards improving and/or removing sections in the novel which didn’t work.
It’s a process that I threw away for writing an outline. I write better when I’m partially winging it. It’s the rewrites that get me down.
On that note, I will leave you to your own writing, whatever you may be reading and the reminder that your identity as a writer is not beholden to one genre. Write in all of them.