There’s been a lot of stuff going on in my head lately.
I don’t know how to quantify it.
I’m worried about my writing, my wife, where my head has been and whether I should keep writing.
It all came to head when I broke the other day. I don’t know what caused it but my head felt fractured inside.
It came out of nowhere.
I’ve been trying to focus and I haven’t been able too.
I feel like I’m seeing through a fog and I can’t find my way.
When I sit down and try and work, nothing comes out. The little that does feels forced.
I’ve never had this feeling before and I’m not sure what it’s leading to.
The world is spinning though my mind isn’t on it.
I feel it getting slower until I’m not sure where I’ll get off.
I have to write because it keeps my mind safe and clear. Without the writing I don’t know how to function.
I’ll be okay but right now things feel hard.