Pushing pulling, falling down. Drowning out the sound. It echoes in my head, like the drumbeat of the dead. I see the panther as it stalks. Creeping across the forest floor. Waiting until the moment’s right. It will pounce and strike. Its claws reaching out, its teeth gnashing and tearing at the flesh, pulling apart the seams. …
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Feelings of madness creep across the stage, the handler chokes, the fans wave. The pitiful man stares into her eyes, he grasps the handle of the blade. Another life another time. I feel the rationing pain. I know the character is lost, my thoughts are awash. I see nothing but the everlasting rain, it comes in …
What is it about madness that scares us. What is it about going mad that makes us feel totally confused, wrecked and without borders. What are the things we find in ourselves that confuse, distort and make the dark come. Some of the darkest times I’ve found myself searching for something larger than myself. When the …
I suffer from migraines, I get them sometimes three times a week. There are times I go without one for months and then just like that I get hit.
It was a moment of clarity, a revitalization of my soul and a sudden fondness for that which has made me who I am, the dark.